I rushed to the bus stop and
luckily i didn't miss 59 phew!

PE was tiring.
At both stalls were funny.
This guy and his friend had
to buy 10 drinks and the forgot what they were.
and they kept repeating.
haha.
then at the Malay stall also.
"halalkan sudah!"
ahah.

Social studies was funny i guess.
English. -_____________-
Mrs Phee is getting on my nerves.
She is so irritating.
She changed my seat.
Idiot.

Physics as usual.
Mr Cheah is cute.
I almost told him about his pants.
And everyone told me not to.
Okay, never mind.

So after school, was... JENG3
MATHS COMMON TEST!
ljhlhasdgnasldhlsdg
I'm going to fail for sure.
Mr Ng kept looking at me.
He made me nervous.
Haha.

Drama was good.
Were going well with SYF.
After drama..
it was still raining.
And.. out of all days..
i left my umbrella at home TODAY!
-___________-
Ouh at the canteen was very noisy.
I was stealing everyone's food.
hehe.

And now I'm back home with my PJ's on.
They feel warm.

Makoola koon habet?

Oh great.
they say life is a roller coaster.
i think im going through one of the steepest parts.
get me?
no? nvm.


school was ......
during geography..
i was singing incy wincey spider.
hhaha. and row row your boat.

OH GOODNESS!
maths common test tomorrow.
i see the paper.
i see the qns.
i get nervous.
i panick.
i dunno how to do.
GREAT :]

stop it wont you?
all of you.
just leave me alone.


i feel so invisible.
and i feel so stupid.
and ..
oeuytbdsguhklshdhHEJLDIF.
really i dunno whats wrong with me.
dont think im oh so happy always.
well your wrong.
i get so easily emotional these few days.
sikit sikit nangis.
BODOH BETUL.


okay dont talk to me.
im ugly and stupid.
goodnight stranger.

okay today was blah.
POA was just stupid stuffs.
crapping around.
ms shahidah eh? i think thats how you spell.
she fun sia.
haha.
her bestfriend.
ahha.
science common test .
i have no comments.

after school..
SPL..
then its first aid thingy.
i was on a stretcher.
then i kept on disturbing the netballers.
haha..
ouh then khairul..
widad.. stop your thalib.
ahha. okay i think that was it.
forget leh.
ahah.
never mind you dont find it funny ... its okay.
i do.
wah we mepek with the bandages on taufik all.hahaha.

okay i was being paiseh-ed by..
syazwani and farhah.
idiots.
they waved to mr ng who was behind me and i thought they were waving to me.
-_____________-"
okay never mind.
now im back home.
and im off suckers.
MUAHAHHA.

hello darlings..
today after madrasah...
as usual.. i slept :]
haha.
then.. woke up helped my aunt do BANDUNG TWIST.
secret reciepe.MUAHAHAH.
i love the drink.
then go home lah.
wheee..
i get $$.
hhaha. cause i helped bring back food.
hehe.
:D
okay i havent studied.. i havent read the speech day script..
im useless okay?
okay best.
ciao darling!

went to airport again.
with farah and atiqah.
crapped alot "studied".
okay actually i did. but very little.

in the toilet.. i heard someone farted.
hahaha.
okay lah.
today was okay.


TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE
Losers let it happen.
Winners make it happen.
Life is a do-it-to yourself project.
Whatever you give credence to in your thinking will likely come to pass.
To attain emotional maturity,
each of us must learn to develop two critical capabilities:
the ability to live with uncertainty,
and the ability t0 delay immediate gratification in favour of long-range goals.

Losers engage in pleasurable activities,
with no purpose or result in mind.
Losers try to escape from their fears with activities that are
tension-relieving.
winners are motivated by their desires toward
activities that are goal-achieveing.

The greatest risk in life is to wait for and depend upon
others for your own security.
the greatest security is to plan and act , and take the risk that
will ultamately make you independent.

Are you a loser or a winner?
willing to take the risk?

I woke up this morning,
feeling so weak.
homework not done.
Bag not packed.
I rushed to school.
and luckily I was not late.

school was okay.
I failed my maths test by 1 mark.
after school, me, Farah and Atiqah ate at burger king
then home it is.


after having a short nap,
I couldn't use the computer again.

I dunno why I feel so emotional these few days.
I keep on crying and crying.
I feel so lost and hopeless.
I also feel unwanted.
I used to think that I was "perfect"
but I knew there wasn't such people.
I used to think that life was good
but no it isn't.
I dunno what I feel.
I cant express what I feel in words.
you might think I'm crazy, but I'm not.

I'm sorry if you are angry at me
for something that I have done.

I know that I have friends.
but right now I fee like
they are gone.
Ifeel so shitified.

okay goodnight.
Ineed a hug.

okay people whatever it is.
i think i wont be blogging for some time.
i feel so angry right now.

what the **** do you mean by
WHY NOT!?

oh forget it.
i cant even see my own blog.
and i can see other people's.
DUMB RIGHT?
yes i know.
great.


life is just OH SO GREAT.

thanks girlfriends.



and you where are you when i need you.
yes i am invisible.
:]

Goodbye.

okay people whatever it is.
i think i wont be blogging for some time.
i feel so angry right now.

what the **** do you mean by
WHY NOT!?

oh forget it.
i cant even see my own blog.
and i can see other people's.
DUMB RIGHT?
yes i know.
great.


life is just OH SO GREAT.

thanks girlfriends.



and you where are you when i need you.
yes i am invisible.
:]

Goodbye.

yesterday went to the beach ..
blablabla bullshit.
then go OCH.
i was damn scared.
i dunno why.
i just dont like all of these stuffs.
and yes i admit. i cried.
hehe.
thanks dinie. :]

today.
PE!!! omg! i was damn tired can?
ouh english was kinda funny.
princess and the phee.
hahaha.
NONSENSE!
okay i hate mrs phee.
not really.
she is just plain irritating :]

OMG!!!!!!
mr cheah..
just now got ..
hole in his side pocket.
and he didnt even know i think.
hahhaha.
i was laughing like orang giler.
ahhahaha.
okay. drama was cancelled . idiot.
didnt even tell me.
-___________-"

BROTHER IS DAMN IRRITATING!
he liked had water in his mouth and he like spit it to me!!!!
EEEWWW!!
and he is going to put parental control on blogger!!
NOOO!!!
jlhdgndkghlsj.hgdljsnljgl;ws.dmnksjfh


life just basically suck now.
i kinda like to cry.
and guese what? i dont even know what the hell is bothering me.
and i dont think i can go to the concert. no $$$. nvm

okay you PIGASSES,
does it matter what i like and what i dont like?
is it so wrong that i like it and you dont
or your against it?
no right? doesnt affect you right?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
good. like i said.

if you dont like it
keep it to yourself.

THANKS EH!
syukran ya habibi!
hahah okay mpk2.
byecheebai.
hahah mpk.
CIAO!

SUNDAY.
After religious class..
waited for brother to fetch me.
while waiting.. i slept :]
back home.
got ready and
off to johore for bbq.
on the way there..
jam!
reached aunt's house..
played soccer with the neighbour.
one of the boys is so irritating!

AND LET THE BBQ-ING BEGIN!
food was good.
and there were fire works.
:DDD

back home. i slept all the way.
reached home also i sleep.

and the next morning.. turns out that
I AM SICK.
my throat hurts.
and i feel so cold.
and my head feels heavy.

you know that feeling?
i slept most of the afternoon.
i was supposed to follow my aunt to the beach.
but i was too sick.
lunch was quaker oats.

Well girlfriends..
i will only go to the beach with you guys if i feel better tomorrow.
and lets go in the morning..
and come back around two or three?


OMG! i just remember..
F&N project.
SHIT!


-RDI OF THE NUTRIENT FOR THE DIFFERENT AGE GROUPS
AND/OR FOR PEOPLE WITH SPECIAL NEEDS.

-IDENTITY AND CLASSIFY THE FOOD SOURCES OF THE NUTRIENT.

-METHODS OF STORAGE TO ENSURE FRESHNESS OF THE DIFFERENT SOURCES
OF THE NUTRIENT.

-IDENTIFY THE DIFFERENT WAYS THE DIFFERENT SOURCES
OF THE NUTRIENT CAN BE USED IN FOOD PREPARATION.


oh yes and two journals.
shit!

okay. im off now.
anything poeple.. just sms me okay?

I WAN TO GO FALL OUT BOYS CONCERT!!!
i like the guitarist.
he is soo dman freaking cute!!

http://www.sistic.com.sg/cms/events/index.html?content=789


$75.
free standing.
3rd March.
staurday.
8pm.
I WANT!
buy no $$!!
jehlfshdlghlifshgojsnrklfuthgklrshgkushrtljgxk;fjhpjte!

oh goodness.
i feel so tired.
and there is a lot to be done.
-homework.
-project.
-room.

alaaa. alot lah.


anyone wants to study?
same place.
any takers?

PHEW WHAT A DAY!

okay so i was late for school.
-___________-"
thanks eh hani and 59 :]
luckily no need to take down name.

Off to the hall.
OMG! the show was quite funny.
but boring and tiring.

Girl : my ambition is to be a lawyer.
Friend: HAH! you lawyer? ENGLISH ORAL ALSO NEVER PASS!


hahahahhahah
okay stupid.

sakinah also lah.
BOM not BOMB!
hahah.

okay then.
CNY..okay lah.
the bloopers were funny
the show was in chinese.
how to understand?
-___________-"

after school..
JENG JENG JENG!
you forgive me ..
i forgive you..
all happy.
okay?
good.
best kan?


off to orchard.
with white rabbit, kokie, tungau and polly pocket.
give me one pizza please.
okay lots of mpk2 to me.
IDIOTS!
okay back home.
kena clean house.
and have to change my skin.
-_-".



yes im crying now.
i know your tired.
i know you do a lot.
but im still your little one.
couldnt you have waited a little longer?
no wonder im so thin.
and now, you offer your help
when you have caused the damage.
im sorry
i didnt want to bother you
or make you cry.
forgive me please im begging you.
with an empty stomach i'll end it hear.
Good night my dear.


okay bye people.
GOODNIGHT. :D

Tuesday.
was so damn tired.
I slept at 7.30.
and didn't study at all.

140207!
hohoho.
woke up early somehow.
off to school.
and i got a suprise under my table.
:D
i got chocolates from my bestie 1. faiz.
okay then.
i got another suprise.
:D
i got a rose from bestie 2. roshan.
damn happy sia. get pressie from my bestfriends.

OMG! i am losing my stamina man!
sheesh.
HAHA.
today.. recess get to eat early :]
English.
i got 22/25 for my summary :]]]
and then.. physics..
they all say that mr cheiah called me dear.
hahahahahah.
okay nvm.

thanks jannah for the treat!
and thanks everyone.

OMG! brother is damn irritating!
he is acting like a father.
sheesh.
he nags and nags.
oh god!

ouh ya..
i cant see my skin.
i only see photobucket.
-___________-"
okay bye! homework calls!



HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE! love love. :DDDD

Oh yes. The monday blues.
Well, malay was just bullshit lah our performance.
hahah.
F&N was making stupid jokes time! :]]
English go library to borrow books.
FOR GOD'S SAKE TEACHER! I ALREADY HAVE A BOOK!
CME was just bullshit.
POA got a new teacher.
OMG! GEOGRAPHY!!
i think i might fail.
:[
okay nvm.
JANNAH! AKU TAK NAK FRIEND KAU ARH!
hahaha. okay kidding.
i just realised that i always get hit by my friends.
okay not abuse.
and everytime i get hit.. its on the RIGHT SIDE!
sheesh.
sakit tau!
after enjoying a fillet o fish and a mango smoothie :]
back home it was.
had a GREAT HOT SHOWER!
woohoo.
OHOH! im using my brace :]
AND ITS KILLING ME IDIOTS!
happy now?
okay got a date with MR H***W*** :]
mpk2, yes i know :]]]

okay AU REVOIR!

I was sneezing and sneezing away.
But I still went to the airport to study.
And Popeye's it was for lunch.
Back to T2 for Starbucks.
Yesterday couldn't concentrate.
Kept on making "original" tunes for the inspirasi song.
haha.
The phone rang and it was mumsy.
She asked me where i was. For what.
I said" I'm at the airport. Fetching Faiz."
haha. Yes, i lied. haha.
Back to Tampines and table hockey it was.
GIRL GUIDES VS DRAMA MAMAS.

*drum roll*

AND THE DRAMA MAMAS WON! woohooo!
haha. was fun you know. :]
Back home.


Madrasah-__________-"
i was sleeping in class.
and when i was at my granny's i was also sleeping.
Till FOUR O'CLOCK!
bagus kan?
Yes. The books are left untouched.


I want to apologise to Adila and Atiqah.
I'm really really sorry.
Truly i am.
hope you forgive me.

OKAY BOOKS! HERE I COME!
chey macam betul jer budak ni!

So, i was trying on clothes.
All of a sudden, i heard a little kid shouting " assalamualaikum!"
And, it turned out to be, my cousins! ALL FIVE OF THEM!
OMGOSH!
My aunt came over to help my mom clean the house.
Since the absence of a maid, we needed "external help".
haha. nonsense!
okay.
So, now they are gone. And its peace and quiet again.
:]

Any takers to study with me ?
any kind soul?


OH NEVER MIND! forget it.

Something bout you caught my eye.
haha. I was listening to Ain't no other man.

Maths oh Maths .
I OFFICIALLY HATE YOU!
You keep on failing me,
but yet i have to depend on you.

MY STOMACH HURTS!
ouch.

Maths test was very very difficult can?
haiya.
After school, was studying time.
NOT!
haha. Okay. I did study. But I couldn't concentrate.
My brain couldn't absorb anything.
And Geography RE-TEST, was in two hours.
OH NO!
I hope I pass. And don't fail AGAIN!
hahha.

And then off to TM, with Fiqa and Dinie.
last minute.
Ate choco sundae.
Then went roaming around.
Dad found me and i went off with him.
YAY! KETUK TIME!

Daddy bought a belt for himself.
Then we went to NTUC.
STUFF I BOUGHT!
-boneless chicken [ when I'm hungry, i tend to cook nonsense stuff with chicken]
- LAVA BROWNIE ice cream :]]]
-Seventeen magazine:]]]].
-a perfume from body shop:]]]]] . [the one for aids fund]

yeah that's all.
cannot ketuk so much lah.
if not later got bruise.
okay mpk2.
hahaha.

Ciao peeps.

Hello Darlings,
another public canning. ouch.
Oh buzzing Bee, why you sesat in our class?
making everyone paranoid.
and then, you get squat by the fan. Bee oh Bee.
haha.

TODAY, my day was associated with oil?
hahah.
I used hair cream. [oil].
I baked butter cake for f&n, [oil].
My stomach ached just now. so i used oil.

Today is an oily day.
haha. okay mpk.
Maths oh Maths. why cant i keep up with you.
why are you so irritating?
huh? why must you be so advanced.
Are you that important? [ actually.. you are]
I HATE YOU MATHS. BUT I LOVE YOU!.
hahah.

I almost fought with atiqah today.
but we kissed and make up. okay we didn't kiss.
eeww.

another poem,

Am i invisible?
Do i just disappear?
You never seem to notice me dear.
Popping in and out of your life,
everyday i do.
Yes, I'm jack in the box.
Boo hoo hoo.

okay two tests tomorrow!
NONONONONONO!
Wish me luck idiots :]

HELLO PEEPS!
TODAY IS MY 175th POST AND IT HAS BEEN A YEAR SINCE I STARTED BLOGGED!
woohoo :D
Wednesday.
Chemistry test was postponed. phew!
PE was -_______-".
I was very tired after running three rounds around the school.
I felt like fainting.
And along came RECESS! wheee. FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD!
Social Studies was blah!
okay. so after school,
went out to eat at KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN :D
with: Atiqah,Nadiah,Hani,Fiqa,Sarah AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
DINIE! my "ugly twin"!

Yes Hani, Stop being so careless. :]
And back to school.
Drama was okay.
And back home .

Oh god. I am so lucky.
I love my parents.
hahahaha.
I told them i got an A for maths test.
and i asked for a reward.
Mom: Go and take ten dollars from my wallet. :DD
then i told dad .
Dad takes out 10 dollars from his wallet.
So in all i get 20 DOLLARS!
wheeee.

Well I cried just now.
But thats over.
Stupid Tuition Teacher!
I HATE YOU!

Well I better get going and study for the test and SHIT! do maths homework!
ARRRGGHH!
okay then.
Goodbye Folks!

Monday. As usual the blues.
FIQA NEVER COME! -.-"
i was bored. no one to go to the toilet with. :[
Roshan. eeww . disgusting.
okay so. after school SPL -.-"
MONDAY OH MONDAY!


Tuesday.
after school went out with..
faiz.atiqah and harry.
went parkway. cannot find.
ate at banquet.
YES I KNOW I AM WEIRD!
but your the weirder poeple who actually are friends with this WEIRD girl.
hahahha. bodoh.
YAY! faiz bought for me FAMOUS AMOS!
actually i have to share with atiqah.
OMG! just now at NTUC.
atiqah saw my dad!
SHIT!
luckily he didnt see me goign out with guys.
OMG! FAIZ . EEWW! DISGUSTING! YUCKS!

eh i just realised that both my bestfriends do something disgusting.
hahah.

okay. TESTS! AND TESTS! and HOMEWORK!
SHEESH!
im tired.
okay darlings. bye.

So. I Went home at around four.
Was from Ikea and Courts.
But too bad. I STILL have NOT BOUGHT MY CLOSET!
:[
okay then never mind.
OH NO! home is not yet complete.
umm. Is my skin nice?
I AM SO BORED MAN!
khhg;ljsdlaths.kdhglisjrkdjlksnelkht oe]f4466gshdf
:]]]
okay then.
im off for now i guess.
GOOD NIGHT!

Dear Friends,
can you guys please stop fighting?
its just a stupid picture okay?
and anyways for your most info.
fiqa and jannah ..
you two look so cute and innocent in the picture :]
okay ppl.
its going to be yet another boring day.
sheesh.
okay ciao.

The winds blowing in my hair
It whispers to me something very sweet.
It was the melody of your voice,
Singing to me.
Did I hear them right?
I'm guessing I did.
Cause my heart is smiling with glee.

And yet another boring day.
At least we ordered pizza for dinner :]
Actually i did have fun a little.
My Sisters and I .
We were dancing and singing to songs together.
:]
Okay. I need to go to Ikea !
I really need to!
My brother is coming back!
SHIT!
okay.
Laila Saeda

WAH FEE!
im feeling high.
HAHAHahahha.
maths another new chapter.

ms rabia class.
she wore hot pink.
then i shouted
" PINK'S THE BOMB!"
hahahah.
okay. so toady .. wahlau.
E5 .. kesian sehh.

OUH YA!
WE WON CLASS OF THE MONTH!
:DD

then get chocolate..
then i said " give me chocolate or give me death!"
okay. mpk2 bodoh2
hahaha.
very addicted.

aftre school.
satyed back lah. then me and atiqah did hw! SO GOOD HUH!?
ouh hasinah was like craping with me.
okay nvm.
-.-"


OOOO!!
today got..
OOOEEOOOEEOOOEEOOOEEIII AAAEEOOEEOOEEIII!!
BYE SMELLY!